RE- formating/arranging/packing

Its scary when teachers talk to you abt what you gonna do with you results, abt no going to sec4 nxt year, how to balance cca with school and stuff. i rly hate it! but i am going to put everyt aside now and start to study becos, i dont want to let them down, cos i know they are concern and worried for me. i feel vv bad having the heck-care attitude. but everyt i want to study my phone/bed/computer/food will call my name and at the first place,i dont know how to start studying. isit read the textbk? shit, i am so dead. i knw you vv smart, okay teach me how to:(

ms tan ask me why am i in my slipper after her lesson and i told her i have been in it since bio and she scolded me saying that i came to school in shoes and that it isnt a good reason becos my reason for being in it was, the weather very hot :( what lah, correct right?

passed by D. class: daphne sorry but, i dont know why your hair rly look like pussy hair today. seriously! punani!

History

Honeybunny thanks x1000 for the choco!:)
psxh you suck, laugh till stomach pain:(
siti sorry scolded tgth cos we talk:(

Time and time again. i rly want to cut through. whats the diff when you said if its tgth and not, cos there is no difference,cos its the same, dont tell me becos you want to be a good example to me.(wtf) cos, you are not. and i know, soon enough, history's gonna repeat itself, a nvr changing self. pls act smart whenever you want to keep me in the dark, doesnt work,AT ALL. who is the (:,-,.,j pity them:( some words are just too hard to be said face to face yknow?CB, i feel like bitching now.are you free?

forward stuff to her- daphne says, omg, totally like throwing @^%#$*& to her sia! and i agree:)
and shit! i haven do finsh my hell-lot-of holiday hw:(= DC here i come/ whatever shit the teacher is gonna to do to me.. i should get less affected by all this. TMD
yesterday i blogged again on the odac blog. okay, i seriously hate ppl who copy me.

Quality Not Quantity

Proud of today. c div, 10 men grp A-1st,grp B-3. rly very happy with the grp B one, cos i nvr expect them to get! 20 men, 1st! B div, 10/20 all first:)
Champ for both div. b div was good, we only had 8 ppl, had to sub in all the c div but we still did well:) so proud of the results! love all of you for not giving up and i guess this would be my last db competition!:(

me=trouble maker=irriating
sorry luh.

you,why are you filled with heart-sinking words? i am rly disappointed in you, nxt time dont come to me when you need help, cos i cause unhappiness when i am trying/tried to help you. so dont come to me nxt time

I Am Sorry :(

Okay, actually i dont want to blog anym, but the pictures(my face like shit) i just took with my sister and daphne ong's (L) msg just made me so, feel-like-blogging!

okay luh, still lurb you alt you always make me so sad despite me treating you so nice and say i ugly! :(

Like what you say, rubbish+rubbish=love

tay ping=milk tea=the sex

okay the msg i find funny, but if you dont, too bad!
and the love money=my dog not $$$
anw, her name in my phone is, daphne the pretty<3>

further more, no more motivation msg b4 race:(

shitzxz, me=less-dependent better, but... nvm...

Last Time

my blog got problem, but anw, idc also, i think i am going to leave it to rot.

Hear w.i.h.t.s

DON'T............

Fill in the blank yourself
_ _-_-_-_-_ _ _-_-_-_ _-_-_-_ _-_-_
i rly hate you to the max *@&!^. mfb
okay not baydek!
Mayb i should change to lj
Aunty lim ask me to change too before right?
Anw, lurbb eu tu e maxzxzx, thanks for making me feel better!
All the positive energy +++


Choices are made by ppl,
Somet ppl make choices when we dont even need to.
what to do?
Till then, ciao.
:(

Die

i am going to faint, omg, hahahha what a joke:) love love love:) hahahhahahahahahah okay, stop:)
i feel like slapping some faces and kicking some ass now.
good luck, best wishes, dont die:)
okay, ppl dont always treat what i say seriously, hey! i think you there shouldnt too:) cos i always lie, when i speak the Truth, no one will think i am so, so be it:) i will be happy, i will survive
fuck you, okay, seriously, i detest you, i hate you. i swear.
tyvm, i am mad alrdy.
i think ppl will think i am mad, cos i am shoutting across the street

Too Much To Ask

I swear i am a pig from my last life. yeasterday, Tracy's house like food feasting. home at 6, eat again, slp from 7-3am. online, listen to music, eh i can actucally do w/o my com! ,4am-11 slp. wake up tv, eat x2, slp from 3-5. how cool is that. life's too boring. thats what i did during this two days:) Fuck tmwr's training. hate *(&!^#@*(&^, better not scold/pms/vent anger/whatever not on us. Last water pract, hate DB x10000. on a brighter side, swiming tmwr! yeah x4

A.H
fucking dont care abt what he say, abt you both. just ask him to shut up can alrdy, i know nothing can stop the both of you, and i will always be on your side. watch out! i will here for both of you too! :) i can feel the LOVE. haha okay, i am lame. hahahah LOVE YOU BOTH TO THE MAXZXZXZ ! (L)

Its cold.
I am sad.
But i will be okay.
Becos,i am used to it.
My friend, as long as you are happy.
I will be too.
I will still be here....

Reminisce

Life ain't always what it seem to be
My thoughts so big
I just can't define
I wasnt of much help
But now it's fine
So it seems just like yesterday
That it is gone away
Just a friend is all i need
Words can't express
So i better stop and not say another thing
......................

Picture-Talking

But all I know is

Everything's gonna be alright

Begining Gone Wrong

We should teach little kids the right thing, or else they will become what they are today! Now you and i, both know the reason! hahahhahaha tsk tsk tsk, so young alrdy like that, sigh haiz :( hhahahh
*Ps ,name of the person in the picture not said to protect her rights. hahahah
(I KNOW YOU ARE SMILING, alt mayb not as funny as just now) *whistle, first love seh!
One day i will make a story of the picture i collected, when i am bored, but she will kill me for sure.

Today was fun alt i waited for 45 mins cos, okay i was dumb by going to the wrong place, i hit me head on the floor, i got dust flying into my eyes, i got knock on the head and i got stares cos of my soft voice and many more stupid stuff that happen but i still enjoyed my day:) unlike the rest of the holiday, so boring. oh, i saw your botak patch! hahhahah okay now can botakzxz forever with me, cos i also :( but yours is cos hair messy, mine is like THERE, even no matter what :(
And too much laughter will result, your temperature increasing. shitzx

And to that particular one pengyouzx of mine, please cheer up:) everyt is gonna be alright:) whatever not, your another pengyouzxz will be always here for you! :) please be touched, *sobs sobs
:)

A bestfriend, More than a pet :(

horse ridding behide him when i was young ended up falling down. father acting pro, tie him to the bicycle ended up falling too. he sitting beside me, licking my face, looking at me when ever i am crying, when i was young. he welcoming us when ever we come home. when time pass, i get more and more busy thus forgetting him. i dont spend so much time like i use to with me, me ignoring him. :( remembering he looking at me with the pitiful face when every i cook, he being my only partner when i cooking after midnight. he trying to attack/bite my maid when me and my maid was playing. he was the only dog that always come back after 'running away'. second time he couldnt walk, every one though it would be fine as it happened before. but things got from bad to worst day by day. he couldnt walk to cant eat to cant even respond. i was eating that day, he tried to stand up but ended up falling dwn, my heart just sink dwn. i just teared, he looked/stare at me and look away. i called his name, he didnt want to look at me. i stare at him, his eyes were red with tears, i dont think my eyes were playing tricks with me. i know he feel so hopeless, such a burden but..... all we could do was just give him all that he needed. today, he totally didnt move, alt he was still breathing,eyes open. we start acting weirdly, i think he know whats happening and opened his eyes very big looking at us. his leg was swollen:( dont know why. before i went out today i said bye, i knew that was the last time i am going to see him, patting him, touching his glossy balck fur. my mother/ aunty brought him to the hospital, he died at 3.02? :( i was like probably laughing at like acting crazy outside:(

byebye money(dog's name lah kay) thanks for guarding our house for 11plus years. i will rmb you:(

please, i am not going to have any more pets. i dont know how daphne be so happy when her dog died!

Come On

Khalisah is the new daphne or maybe worst. satan boy is the most funniest thing. what ever happen, would be link to him. laughed like nobody's busy, okay like really super loud. just khali's face would want to make you laugh. and over to my house after, my laughter became worst. with the, íf she like me i think i will kill myself and aiyo this girl ah. i swear it was fucking funny and HORNY.
kapok this picture form jolene's blog becos her picture in my phone very.... thanks eh! take your picture. i think if i upload she will kill me. khalisah is the one with the more retarted face. on the right. :)

Time Can Change People :(

Supermarket-ed alone
Mother left me there to buy whatever i wanted to cook. pushed trolly, 1001 werid stares, non stop looking. dont ask why, cause idk. felt like some housewife/maid/ahma/aunty.
I am so bored this few days at home, cant do anyt but to cook.
When i am sad who can i go to? :(

Alt i know i mean nothing now, further more why should you listen to me but please change back to the old you, dont be so scary. tyvm.

Fan+Anti Club *winks

edited

YOU
-you get upset when someb is better then you
-you make stupid comments
-you change ppl
-you put words into ppl's mouth (not mine)
-you like to twist and turn stories
-you think you are the best
-you always shout at ppl
-you got freaking attitude problem
-you always say sorry but repeat the mistake right after
-you are so despo
-you are a attention seeker
-you always COPY ppl (ps, be yourself, be original)
-you like to act big
-you shout at me when i needed you the most, as a friend
-you are such a faker
-you are always the topic we (oh, so many ppl) talk about
-you should go reflect on yourself
-you are making us so embarrassed cos of your over friendly actions
-you better be careful of your friends, ppl are two face :) and i dont deny i am not
-lastly, you are so irritating

view daphne's blog, super funny, read all:)

sigh
i really, i really, nah, its okay:(
one day i will try to get the courage to say it to you, but as a friend

My New Girlfriend <2+1

Nah, happy not?
your so called, long awaited picture post!
eh eh eh, ii lurbxs euuu 4everrrr worzxs :)
evert call me ahlian (you worst, you act cute, but still failed)
evidence at the top right hand side
you click then enlarge to see if you dont believe
but love is blind
i forgive you + still love you

you must forgive me also

hahahha

because i put the picture name as daphne the super shit
hhehehehheheheheehhe
you become daphne ling i become esther ong
hahhaha
okay forget it if you dont understand

you are to bimbo to understand

jk hahha

dont be too touch okay

*sobs sobs

:)

sometimes, i would rather i be blind,deaf,dumb.
so that i wouldnt notice what is going around me and whats happening
i got so many things to tell you

too painful to go on like this
sigh:(

Oh No

i better stop lying to myself. now seriously, i am very sad:( stop lying okay? please? begging you. i am gonna be alright i hope. really mind = in = swirl. sorry but to use the childish way, say ppl say yourself.

anw, picture with post tmwr?

Jacked

Extra, make me feel like a fool. ended up alone. i have fallen for the trick:) anw good luck my fren:) things that you dont know. ha, omg, LOTS. oh, i dont want to be wet blanket:) sorry. stupid.

Dont Look Back

V Tired :(

Canoe?

skating? so long haven go, roller blade.
okay, enough
sigh

I Love Andrea (ltr bf see i die)

What should i put in this space?

i am not gonna be the fool the second time
i hope i can survive
i hope i hope
hope that
that day will come
when everty is gona be alright

i want to live at andrea's house:( fridge full of chocolates and more
okay i going home later to pack my bag
you will invite me right?:(
oh, i am at her house now
mrt ride to tamp were filled with stares
msgs with sister ended up with tears and more sadness
you dont understand me, you say i do things when i didnt
if you are not going to believe me, who will?
are you really my sister? you hit me, at my weakest point
the uncle stare at me like anyt:(
i tried facing the wall but no wall for me to hide.
embarrassed x10000
control control control
somet just hit me and pulled me back to where it all started
always, there is a reason for everyt
and same too, there is a reason why i got angry
frens come and go:) right? i am too used to it. hahhaahah funny? agree right
i didnt slp the whole of last night:( luckily there is no training:(
my memories are often painful...
i am going to be strong
i hope.....
sigh
bye

Lost

no cca tmwr:(=rot at hm. shitzx another day at home do rubbish. wake up eat slp eat slp. like seriously:( eh, i no money alrdy. i always buy so many things to eat. gone case. happy ah now? happy.

I Give Up

All i need to do now is to stop my mouth from eating non-stop. Believe me, i get hungry every mintue of the day. chocolates/sweets/food/sweet drinks, anymore? cant get enough of it :( stress/emotional shit->eat=fat. eat slp eat slp eat slp
tyvm. tmd

Second One

irritated now, like seriously. when dont have chocolate, go eat sweet that kind of thing. go and die. nvm if you dont understand. NB.