I cut my hair short today ): x100

oi, why you want to slp isit?

yeah! all the pictures on face book alrdy (:

RETAIN

If i have realise that my future was more important than any problems and not help people cheat during exams. now you are gonna be okay, what abt me? shouldnt be so nice. what do i get in the end?

yay yay, ms tan said i improved but still. my shit results last time, helping of friend during test pull me all dwn. Right dwn to the floor.

TP course ended. no more food): fun and interesting but boring at the same time. get it? cant wait to upload the pictures!

And to that toot toot pam. thanks for your msg ah.
STUDY IS YOUR TOP PRIORITY. you must always remember that you're a full time study and not a full time lover.
what is full time study?
i know you will miss me): no more loud hailer, you not happy meh?

OH NO!

SentosaTP, hotel 1929 and amber, majestic hotel. tmwr's last day. what we have done, 10000 lectures, tutorials, sungei buloh, hotels, trip to sentosa with pam for individual project. tmwr, group project, test(wtf) and handing up self reflection.

While i am enjoying myself in the sentosa forest, teachers are putting me into a list , to see if i can scrap through. how smart? studied seriously and also hard, but still only passed 3 sub which is the requirements, but idk what happened also. FML seriously.
actually i am not rly sad cos i know i put in effort but my results are still like-that-loh. NB. how to start now? (:) what do you see happy or sad? fate is in my hands, to see if i am retaining.

shit yeasterday i just slp through, okay no. v lazy. hope my presentation tmwr will be alright, my mouth better not have polio): hehehehe going to hotels tmwr! wohoo. -ihateneightbourhoodschools- they are like mute ppl.

Last minute.

so tired): oi! heheh today i went to sentosa): and i went to images of singapore, inside alone, scare the shit out of me!): pamelia luuh): nvr go inside with me cos she not doing that and need money): bath, slp, wake up at 10 ltr. pamelia, wait for me to send you the pics k. poly life is like, wtf. so tiring and so messy.

No destination

Search through my files from the past, the fugly times, the memorable time. i got her photo pictures sia. why? i also dunno. hahahahahahahah omg omg omg. hokay hokay.?! hello? hah

awww, daphne, eu tu mean de world tu miiii. hahahah mi tu euu kkk. hahahi love this pic man. haha

my sleeping beauty

omfg

your bf and you. huh? now what happen. your pek pek. ahahaha
best of the best
i kiss you back kay. zilian zilian. tsk tsk
why your face like that

daphne the bunny.

i let you spot the donkey

pekaboo

face like gangster haha

hahha last time last time, stupid china): die alrdy. hahaha she see this i die. hahaha qq!
hehhehehe

hehhe sec tuuuuu. hahah going there soon this week. -.- hahhaha

Pictures together. super cool.

Babies, i guess this shows that i miss you, all.

ahhh, i guessed i have changed quite alot since sec 1. i click through all my blog post, all the memories, i miss them and definitely, i would hold them close to my heart. i miss it, them, you, she, us. Did i rly use you? hate it when my sister spill the beans. i once tot that i could do things my own way, now i realised that i cant, i am rly useless and i didnt treasure you when we were close, i took things for granted and now, its gone forever. how about this now? fuck it.
tmwr, tp at 8.30. ppppp is coming over so my mother can fetch us. omg, imagine me bra less. shhhh

Hate It When My Hand Shivers ):

And yet again, i wrote about friendship this English eoy exam. ): ph, scolded me sia, cos i just handed up my, untidy(trust me) and written in pencil draft for the last page. ): but she said it was very well written. emotional sia. so embarrassing.

Throw All Of My Problems Away

wenna! hahhah eh, i got good results for my FnN even though this time, i didnt teach you. can you still rmb what i taught you?! vitamin D! ahhhhh, so long nvr talk to you alrdy ):

so this time its my fault you didnt score what you want? becos i am the teacher's pet? everything that goes wrong is becos of me? now, what did i do wrong? huh?you do your paper i do mine. is my cooking that bad that i dont deserve that marks or the really hard work i put in studying doesnt even help cos even if i score badly, i will still get gd marks, cos i am the teacher's PET?! dont put your mistakes into other ppl's action. why? you know, i am very sad? so what am i suppose to do? tell the teacher to just fuck off? or like ask her why i get this marks? i dont get you, i guess i would nvr. am i suppose to remain as the famous esther that everyone know? you tell me, if i get good results, would you be happy for me? must i always remain where am i? i am so upset becos i rly put in the effort to study, slping at 3, eating panadol cos i felt like vomiting and had headache. i didnt expect you to say abt me, becos i treat you as a gd fren and you know this is the first time i rly studied after being distracted by stuff? i pulled my chair beside yours becos you look sad, tried to help you get more marks, okay one more mark. is this how i should be treated? i rly dont know what to say. maybe jealousy really kills. sigh.
i might as well just fail everyt, to make you feel better. quit school, get into trouble. maybe then, you would be contented. right?

training today, !&(%#$)*! fatness is engulfing me and i can feel the effects of so long nvr do anyt. shit! i want to die

headache

A spin ard in mummy's new car. nice but the leather smell sucks. now she luck alrdy got 2 cars ): i z-e-r-o.

Why do I had to lose
You make me feel alive
..................................
FML, i failed 2 out of 3 subjects i took back today
3 ppl passed math only?!
what happened?
attactment at temesek poly nxt week, one whole week 8-5.30
while everyone's going chimes and blah blah blah
but i was the one who chose it
fuck.

tired
i want to slp now
but i hope i would dream of

:(

Plan of going WWW before exams
not thrilling all the rides
the blue float thing, okay loh
f, i went with some guy with hairy legs
ew, cos j and p dont want to go:(
the 2 working person v funny
super sian
i will nvr go again, i think?

Meet me half way
Right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you

ewwww like you.

<3 so kawaiyi


shit,i know i can:(
but i dont want so gross
so i have to say no.
ewwwwww.
i must make myself feel grossed out when i rmb you.
ew like eel.
daphne you know?

i need my friend:(
i miss my .....
my old hair.

today i woke up my mother immediately scolded me): she said isit i went drinking last night or i eat something wrong); wl. eyes like lizard. f pain. hahahaha i love my daphne lot lot(: my baby pamelia also alt sometimes pms! hahhaha

Dear friend,

We might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So i just wanted to say, even if i never talk to u again in my life, you will still be that significant one.

Exams over, town don't seem to be like how it use to seem. Hate myself): god is unfair.

Ahmin said she ate baked rice today, I could have do things you know. But instead, I said her to enjoy herself.
F tired now. Walking home using Internet on phone, holding $6 horfan and $4.50 fried rice.

):

hate myself man. i missed out one super f easy qn for chem. i didnt see and its 4 marks): sigh. two more papers to my freedom.i cant wait for jurong swimming complex/ WWW, science centre. try your best to alright. two diffrent person, dont. every single thing, i know. i could end this all right now. what am i talking?

In my life there's been heart ache and pain, i dont know if i can face it again.

like some nbcb.

Leave as fast as you came

I know I am totally dead. EOYs=shit.
Using two phones for Internet nowww.
Last night I slp with my mother
omg, I think you rly look very CUTE now.
But too bad, I can't tell you this face to face
eh, how I wished
rly
I miss my Daphne ong ning yuan.....
I miss siong shu too.
Everytime I tell myself maybe one day, it will be like last time
it's up to you ):
I study like I am a china scholar.
I can feel my white hair growing sia
oh, I ate two of my studs dwn. How cool.
Iron riched.