I don't like you either.

I always though I could count on you, but matter fact, I can't.
Spliting headache and stupid voice in my mind tells me
What, what's wrong, lyrics of a song can cause a big fuss.
So much for being the last day of the year.
2009, sucks really, fuck it.
I feel so uncomfortable now
Don't be like that.

Maybe if we were older.

I just realised LAST YEAR'S YESTERDAY I NEARLY DIED OF EMBARRASSMENT. no wonder i got this ominous feeling all around me. omg, hhahahahahhaha. but not anymore :) (i feel?)

Say ahem to me, cos with my two trainings this whole holiday i am gonna take part in a 14km canoe marathon in two weeks, which i know i CMI.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS :)

my house christmas tree is same as takaaaaa i lurb it eh lot

we danced drank and died.

hahahaha i made cocktail myself lehzxzxzxn hahha and it was GOOD. hahahaha Brothers friend mix and mix and mix all the different alcohol i drink and drink and drink. abit high, chicken dance, classic dance every dance i also do with my babies. hahahhahahahah was practically like a mad woman. hahahha shout and shout. omg, hahahaa leftover food was like OMGZXZX. hahahha i keep eating all the ham like i think my hair gonna drop+ i dint rly eat the bbq food lor :( ahhaha

OH YES, ITS LIKE NOT AGAIN, PCK SHIRT. hahahahahahha

One Two Three Thousand

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maybe in millions

I think i am facing a problem.

All I've got are these photographs
I remember when I used to make you laugh
I don't wanna be stuck in the past
And I don't wanna lose what i have this far
C-c-c-crazy so i cried.

HAPPI BIRD DAE TU MI GURL FREN, BARBIE GIRL SONYA MONYA! HEHEHE lurb eu much n visit eu at e book store 1 dae iif ii free :)

NOOOOO.

:(

Will you my friend who will always be there?

I promised and I really want to be able to sleep early and properly. I would spend any amount for me to recover from my headaches and also this insomnia that I am having now (forever) I am really suffering :( everyone's sleeping so happily and soundly now. Bored to death. I want to sleep:(

This isn't my duty but I am helping. I am not a maid, needless to say YOUR maid. Please be thankful enough that I am helping you.

There's a endless story.

I saw a shadow,
And I knew that it wasn't mine
my minds going crazy. i like to send stupid text to people regretting the next moment thinking oh shit what the fucks my problem and i am typing with one finger nowwwww.
please cure my forever headache illness.

ohhh HAPPI BIRD DAY TO HY AND ELIANA!

I AM

physically and mentally tired. really v tired.

As fast as we can, don you think we can make it?

Sometimes when ppl give me the you-cant-afford face i feel like throwing a stack of money onto their face and ask them to shut the fuck up.

You changed, i feel like you only come to me when you need me. mayb i am thinking too much but your actions are like .......................... GOD.

You look at me sometimes as if i wasnt there :(

idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk ireallydontknow? it felt like it rly did have a effect one me. i am thinking, thinking and thinking. Please be nice, sigh, to yourself? dont be like that anymore. idw you to be like that. dont dont dont dont dont dont dont dont, can? please be happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :(