A bestfriend, More than a pet :(

horse ridding behide him when i was young ended up falling down. father acting pro, tie him to the bicycle ended up falling too. he sitting beside me, licking my face, looking at me when ever i am crying, when i was young. he welcoming us when ever we come home. when time pass, i get more and more busy thus forgetting him. i dont spend so much time like i use to with me, me ignoring him. :( remembering he looking at me with the pitiful face when every i cook, he being my only partner when i cooking after midnight. he trying to attack/bite my maid when me and my maid was playing. he was the only dog that always come back after 'running away'. second time he couldnt walk, every one though it would be fine as it happened before. but things got from bad to worst day by day. he couldnt walk to cant eat to cant even respond. i was eating that day, he tried to stand up but ended up falling dwn, my heart just sink dwn. i just teared, he looked/stare at me and look away. i called his name, he didnt want to look at me. i stare at him, his eyes were red with tears, i dont think my eyes were playing tricks with me. i know he feel so hopeless, such a burden but..... all we could do was just give him all that he needed. today, he totally didnt move, alt he was still breathing,eyes open. we start acting weirdly, i think he know whats happening and opened his eyes very big looking at us. his leg was swollen:( dont know why. before i went out today i said bye, i knew that was the last time i am going to see him, patting him, touching his glossy balck fur. my mother/ aunty brought him to the hospital, he died at 3.02? :( i was like probably laughing at like acting crazy outside:(

byebye money(dog's name lah kay) thanks for guarding our house for 11plus years. i will rmb you:(

please, i am not going to have any more pets. i dont know how daphne be so happy when her dog died!