Time Can Change People :(

Supermarket-ed alone
Mother left me there to buy whatever i wanted to cook. pushed trolly, 1001 werid stares, non stop looking. dont ask why, cause idk. felt like some housewife/maid/ahma/aunty.
I am so bored this few days at home, cant do anyt but to cook.
When i am sad who can i go to? :(

Alt i know i mean nothing now, further more why should you listen to me but please change back to the old you, dont be so scary. tyvm.