Wednesday, June 3

I Love Andrea (ltr bf see i die)

What should i put in this space?

i am not gonna be the fool the second time
i hope i can survive
i hope i hope
hope that
that day will come
when everty is gona be alright

i want to live at andrea's house:( fridge full of chocolates and more
okay i going home later to pack my bag
you will invite me right?:(
oh, i am at her house now
mrt ride to tamp were filled with stares
msgs with sister ended up with tears and more sadness
you dont understand me, you say i do things when i didnt
if you are not going to believe me, who will?
are you really my sister? you hit me, at my weakest point
the uncle stare at me like anyt:(
i tried facing the wall but no wall for me to hide.
embarrassed x10000
control control control
somet just hit me and pulled me back to where it all started
always, there is a reason for everyt
and same too, there is a reason why i got angry
frens come and go:) right? i am too used to it. hahhaahah funny? agree right
i didnt slp the whole of last night:( luckily there is no training:(
my memories are often painful...
i am going to be strong
i hope.....
sigh
bye

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