happy new year everyone(: hahha today wake up go take picture of my dog hhaa he very funny lor stare at me like what but i still love him not like someone also curse the dog now die already lah!(points at daphne) ahem ahem.... ok i think my 2nd sister is a clown man. she tell my mother that her frens bring some food to my house to eat. then in the end is bbq. then ofcourse my mother will angry right. haha then i think the fren saw my mother like angry then tell her coach then they all in the end go her coach house. but heng only like 4 in my house and the coach also haven come yet.aiya but she my sister also abit kelian lah. keep crying): haha ok then 11.56 the time faster run up to my sister room there see the fire works(; super nice but my phone camera sucks. only got one can see abit): haha then cam whore with my big sister cos i think my 2nd sister go and slp le hahahhahhaha. and ya, alot of pictures ahead i took it cos i was bored(:our unglam post

my sister leg like one kick us hor haha
this is what you must do to self entertian

my screwed up hair hah
put my leg at her face!
her 24hrs kopitiam

ungalm
a picture over a picture(:

loves

this is called extra people when zilian:x come cut in

now let her come in she dun wan

so i gt irritated
and played with my lollipop stick(:
check her face out(:

diao face

i feel disgusted cos she making her nails

omg this super boring book! hahaha

that book is like &@*!*(& is for yue do bao kao hahaha sucks i tell you i dont even understand anyt. ok maybe 10/100% ?hahah and i am addicted to the point at people thingy:x hahahaha its like 3.30am ciao i am going to slp(:

bbq yesterday. my mother fetch me to joey ang house. then play at her house. show her the laozhabor thing, wa her diao face make me laugh like mad(: omg i really cnt stand it lor, i like keep kicking the wall-.- hahaha then aft her brother fetch ys to eastwood green,shimei's house(: taiti with coach got the king,queen,prince,fan ren,tai jian, wc hahaha very funny. hhaha that ong pang sai bought two bottles of heineken, the bottle kind. then she no bottle opener still buy-.- hahaha luckily got me the expert there:x hahahx but i abit kaykiang(spell) make until my hand got this cut the it bleed lor-.- hahah then coach's story telling is like so funny abt his teaching life meeting weridos(: and army omg i laugh like mad. mr j also lor(: hahaha then home aft that.(: o ya i took joey's unglam pictures!(:


look at ashley then look at joey opening her mouth want eat the hotdog(:

as you can see, she likes to shout(: hr mouth open so big.

):up to you.

nothing left to say.... but i will blog abt bbq another day. luckily i got my frens,teacher and my funny coach beside me,if not i really dont knw what will happen to me.

crying is like a everyday thing to me nw. omg. hahax the day before's night,last night,this morning. whats the reason? i dont know.

talk to long-time-no talk friend(: swear she's darm clever omg. hope she will cheer up manzxz): feel so sad for her): haiz): the both of us are on the same boat like afew times le right(: hahaha
anw, odac bbq tmr, not looking forward to it.
i really do miss you, although no matter how hard i try, it will be the same. haiz

as long as you are happy, i am happy):

heh, am sick): walau): first i have fever in the night, then got cold sweat-.- then my throat super pain. ok then my eyes are like swollen,ok i have single eye lid omg imagine it man and my eyes are like -.-hahax wake up first thing, my aunty was like a what happen,sister laugh at me, maid think something gt into my eye last night. hahahaha anw, my auntys,cousin,uncle just went back to malaysia today): house feel so empty. hahah

this is like cool lor, i look like i got short hair(:
ily):

when i looked at that watever so big, cool girl blog i went mad. it like since so long i cried): i want to be the normal esther i use to be, not like now, everyday also............ ): i think i am playing with myself abt this thing. cos no one cares.

wtf! would you sell away what your friend buy for you? ^&#@!

now i swear i hate that girl, angkao i need you lah): cool girl ewww. and i have to really re-ask myself, if i dun contact you will you be the one contacting me, nah, i dont think so................ go happy happy with you @#$% girl la ok. fuck myself.

angkao saide her brother dun wan maid to remind him to change ltr for the wedding so angkao told me to remind him. then at like 4.40 i called. angkao said the brother didnt expect that i would be so daring to call him. why not right. hahax angkao's wedding nw(: hahax and cheer up ok monkey, dun care that C. if she make you, you tell me k(: tell porkchop to go beat her, anw porky also dun like her(: hahahahah
sakura at safra. food was not nice. buffet so fattening but heng the food nt nice then i nvr really eat alot like i usually do:x my cousin bring his gf along omg, ugly hahaaxhaha my another cousin was crazy he told every one i was his girlfren-.- madness ok played dare or dare, i ate the gross eggplant that taste like vomit and some werid bamboo thing. omg i nearly vomit my sister and brother, cousins were laugh cos i teared out due to the strong nice tasting eggplant and bamboos.

my crazy two maids


boyfren(:
da jie
disfigured face with my sister cos my miad's retarted pose

my brother and big sister trying to copy me and my another sister taking pictures-.-
jie mei men(: ok my cousin inside ok.

not only does it taste like vomit it looks like vomit, the super gross egg plant

see the empty space, i kenna two times so i eat. there's like lamb/beef curry,bambooshoots,eggplant,mochi with satay saunce,durianpuff with baked beans and lots more, kenna eaten le:x

trying not to think of you but deep dwn it hurts):

omg this is so funny, she yawn i also yawn-.- hahax
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jczPjTjv104&eurl=http://laozhabor.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2008-09-02T15%3A01%3A00%2B08%3A00&max-results=15

omg i swear i suck. hurts me think she is with anoher person. wat's my problem,does not belongs to me. not mine is not mine,better not cling on to her.yt,vivi, like also nt till liek dat,fuck myself k. lazt to type. bye.

estherlingjiawen have to stop bluffing her coach and start doing her 50 push up every day. becos her coach have super eyes and knows who does their push up. pushup until you nearly touch the floor but esther ALWAYS cheat and touch the floor and come up instead of holding it their and coming out and lining up at the back bcos can hide. and i think that everyone in odac knows about this.

): went ajisen with my big sister instead of going to beach): i wan eatt alot of things lor, shark fin, fired rice, pepper crab. and that stupid hamster is not making things better can, make me so jealous(spell?!) of her cos she got butter crab!): evil hamster!

anw, yesterday had i very very good slp so long nvr like dat already(: anw,web cam shanice(: hahax lucus was in side also and they laugh at my hair-.- cos i just wake up took pictures of him but quite blur la cos i not a good picture taker-.- he's very cute lor and he's like the smallest in our ling family(: and his daddy drives a ferari. he always will get a shock, as in cry when every the engine is on, cos the starting i a very loud vroooommm. hahax cute lah him(:

this is funny.

omg, hamster is darm bad lah. ok we surpose to meet at 6.45 at tm there. kembangan at 6.05. so wasted time by sitting at the drian there, the smell was shiok manzxzxx. then take train from kembangan to pasir ris then from pasir ris to aljunied-.- then back to tm-.- hahax that hamster lah! hahax haven do finsh her clothes and her bus is like one thousand yrs-.- luckily joey was there to entertain me(: and nt only that i reach tm i still wait for her for another 15min-.- hahax its like 7.20 le lor-.- bus to changi airport for t3's popeyes. she's is going to sze chuan (spell?!)then buy her three leg water and sweet(: she like to freak me out with her mouth de holes): wth lah.then sky train like two times cos lazy to get down hahax t2's starbucks(: took like her cock eye pictures and like two more in her phone-.- played with the trolly but that hamster is like scared lor! say wan stop. cab home, the uncle sucks la. bubble bath in my sister's bath tube(: shiok(:put the pictures up soon when i knw whats wrong with my phone and hamster to send it to me(:

slp at 4.30 and wake up at 6.15. (: joey made for me strawberry jelly(: and today i had to lead the ppl cos sonya,hy nvr come-.- did 10 mintes warm up run,then strenching,omg i tell you i nearly died, my back super pain and its not the normal kind one lor. hahx paddled 8km today): shitzxzxz i super lousy now lor): went upbefore i finish m 10km .during that 8 click, heart to heart talk to joey ang hahax but i think i still feel the same-.- cos that angkao lah, keep padling so fast then yknw i is super slack de and i somm with my stability): hahax went up coach told me sm thing very saddening): '' ling, you are the best sec 2 rower, but the ni bu ke i chi ku, if you try harder, it will bring you further''): wth super sad lah): just cnt explian hw i feel manzxz although i there aft he say like not serious and laughing):and my mother came br today to look for mr.j-.- she ar,very irritating then aft she went hm w/o fetching me-.- gay lah! went hm with daphne ong cos she was surpose to help with my phone but in the end like nthing la, striaghten her hair. ha she look better can(: then i super tired so i went to slp, then i think she called me to send her out then i scolded her noisy lah. but i dun knw lor, is daphne tell joey then she tell me de lor-.- hahx sorry ok my dear PL(: hahax shitzxzxz my body is like aching every where): i like going to die. and going out ltr.

omg, blank......... ): mayb i was too childish and retarted to belive there sm thing called love, and from the start i already knw its impossible,its just me being retarted and beliving it time and time again. my mind is like in a mess, dun knw what to do and more imp, how to face you. i am not as lucky to have you like some other ppl.thanks, sorry,bye. whatever it takes, am willing to do it for you yeah):nightszx ):

thousand years ago picture, last year....
omg, i really need pamelia to talk to me now): icnatstandle. xinhui,i need you now lah,wake up! its killing me deep dwn,what does not belong to me does not belongs to me no matter hoe hard i try,hopeless hope. please turn the table round and make things better///

heheh i just ate one slice of pizza(: so long since i ate it(: love my sister and cousins and brother ok alth he's bad sm times and make me cry): but this christmas i would only wish that i would be a good girl next yr. ~the words just seems so hard to be said out,and i cant bring myself to do it, i will just try to hang on there, and if i dont look up for you, will you do it, i dont think so...just so you know.

MERRY CHRISTMAS BABIES(:
jasmine helped with the blogskin(: omgzxz tell you pick alot but all gt problem): wenna bluf me again!): slped at 4.30 and wake u at 2(: anw,joey and i are the ppl who are afaird to love ppl, but yet scared that we might lose them): haha joey on the phone when i wake up, she called(: that asshole as hungry so she made jelly-.- but she tell me she nvr make before then i must teach her-.-(: i am stuck at hm, cos i dun knw where to go. and i think pamelia is cute lor,she ask me go tanning with her on christmas(: church ltr,see i sssoooooooooooo HOLY(:
seems so close yet so far,cnt feel a single thing. anything you wan.

whatever it takes///
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
daphne, joey say i cnt like two persons at a time. choose ..... forget abt ........); i dun wan this to happen): but the feels for ....... is fading while for ..... it's getting more):it's the heart that does not link tgth.

and i aways have screwed up eyes,smile,hair): joey edited it///

hahx wenna on the phone till like 6.40am(: hahx that evil hamster is like maple siao lorzxxz. hahx she and her dog character(: hahax and yesterday i dream of her. cos i asked her to post a long post then i dream that we went out then she draw a mrt map for me and explian it to me-.- hahax and she even blog abt that picture can-.-and she really evil lor. wat, wish you've morning mare when you slp-.- dream of her already enough le lor.hahax. hahx called her again when i wake up, like 3?!hahax and she is really addicted to maple le. hax joey came my house i am like talking to wenna and i in my slping clothes plus haven brush teeth on the bed:x hahax. then bath le jiu go dwn stair for bbq(: hahax ok la the food nt say very nice?! half half heineken with joey ang and we drank it in champagne glass(: i like so despo wan ask sm one to stay over but i lazy ask la only wenqi lor(: hahx that hamster stay at her fren's house then tonight i no more etertainment le lor): omgzxzx and happy christmas eve peeps(:

three hearts link tgth,any dwn, all's dwn.

bored. ): fallforyou///(impossibleisnthing)<-not

this is wenna the evil hamster! ps, abit cut in your head:x

)))))))): stomach cramps today,dint go for canoeing. hax. slp at like 3 yesterday,cos i tot i going for cca, then must at least 3hrs of slp. anw,wthx is funny(: yesterday like slp talk sia(: silly la you. wake up at like 12.45 today,joey call me la. ha. sorry ok every one you all wan pass my present then i nvr come): hahax apparently, miss ong said that if i dun meet her, she have to lug the whole thing home-.- hahx lucky sonya say wan bring hm for me or else that ong lao sai(: wil nag at me.and ya lao sai,your unglam picture is my display pic on my phone,feel touced manzxzxzx(: ha(:

training today. super tired cos like slp 3.30? wake up at 6.15. did paisheng big volume. that sonya ar use medium de): hahax i also wan use lor cos more stable. first water pract i nvr capsize, rotation of 100 push up and 100 sit up and 2 sets of 200 paddling, did with ashley then super funny la. hahax. that after rotation the 2nd one go out then we tired and lazy the just lose balance): hahax some more today i gt red tide lor. but lucky nt the first day. hahax and i saved sonya two times, and i like keep on going to cap,her hand come inside my boat then i like slant one side althought i put alot of weight on the other side la. hahax and i also saved shimei. hahax i didnt expect today i save ppl lor. i tot i will cap, but heng la(: qq nvr come today! hahax. after training go bedok inter eat chicken rice. tll you it sucks to the core man. the chilli like so gross. and the chicken and ric is like tasteless. aiai,sherie says that i am too picky le hahx. hm with her. english tuition super gay cos i did my english hw with my teacher then i keep pressing the slp botton on the keyboard-.- ha.

fuck, you better dun hurt my fren. stop your rubbish acts.

ok i look retarted la cos my hair is like wet?!

gay and look at daphne, she drink beer-.-

slp at like 6.50? then kenna wake up at 8 -.- stupid. ok nthing to say. fuck you for making me so unhappy. anw, drink heineken with daphne, ok daphne drink like 1.3/4 then i drink 1.1/2 haha. then joey and wenna was like our judge to see who play cheat on the beer thing.

omgzx,i am so gonna die,look at the time):

hahx busy busy busy day! went pp, to buy my sister dress. hax she ar tsktsk. must find so long then go back to the shop that has the dress she likes the most.-.- i wait until i wan die and sm more got cramps-.- then went to the cafe out side dorothy perkins(spell?!) eat while waiting. i saw shuwei working(: stupid person so long nvr see her le. hax then went to tell the woman abt our balloong thingy. went to gaint to buy some more drinks cos ask my mother buy carlsberg she go buy tiger-.- hahax tell my sister i wan seaweed the she say expensive take one(ok very lame but ltr gt link to the story de) then went to the drinks there wan buy beer. then my sister suddenly saw my uncle. hahax then my sister say i should take more just nw-.- cos my uncle will pay for us ma. wa lau she so cheapo la! hahax buy plain water,carlsberg and vitasoy. then we go dwn stairs to pay for the helium pump and balloons. then go bk up my uncle is like still at the counter. cos he give a thousand then they nt enough change-.- so stupid la,big supermarket no change-.- then wait there like super long luh. hax then went hm and go church.

-house warming w/o sofa and dinning table, cos my mother call the person then he say the sofa and table just went on the ship in italy-.- only coming on the 29-.- stupid,tmr sure sup. ps de):
- yeah tmr i heard that tmr gt ppl come help us roast 10pigs(: super long nvr eat dat le(:

omg i think i am mad le like super late le come and blog-.- any way i already plan what i am going to do on sunday(:

11-wake up
12-bath
1-wait for frens to come,help my mother abit(;
2-frens(:
3-frens
4-frens
4.30-bath change into dress-.-
5-help my sisters with helium balloons(:
5.45-slowly walk dwn to kebangan
6-meet frens
omg coolness man(: and i cnt slp on my bed very werid): ha and the aircon is like really super cold i when i type my hand like werid werid one): shitxzx. 2.46am, i want to slp but cnt):

hahax me and my sister today went pp to buy the goodie bag things for the children-es on sunday(: hahax we were like aunties saying aiya that one too expensive and stuff:x hahax didnt expect my sister to be more cheapo then me lor! ha then go dwn stairs to book the helium things for the balloons(: hahax. hax then went church after dat for dun knw what confession? hahax then aft that my sister say ask me to tell the preist that i am a lessbian-.-): hahax wth la! lol

yesterday went out with ahmin(: hahax she mood swing sia. like some siao char bor! cos my mother say she money face-.- then she come dwn of my mother's car then cry-.- sm more at the mrt station-.- hahax then went buy our dress(: hahax mine i dun think its really a dress ba? idk(: then went bugis buy her slippers from mposis(spell) then went suntec buy our bags then eat swensense then went hm(:
omg sunday faster come! hahax and did i promiss anyone and not invite them? sorry k, tell me if i forget abt you:x (:

totally hotness(:

water story

wakes up at 1.42, finds for water, no where to be seen, so walk to honglian's room. asks her, where's the water, she says,er water? water water water, went back to slp-.- omg i nearly shouted at her-.- and my sister is stupid she slp with me and wq then aft tat she go dun knw slp with who then off the fan. then i cns so go on aircon. hahax

hax, today meet pamelia at pp(: ass lei she, my mother fetch me ma, then i go school find her wan bring her to pp tgth. then she ask she gt dun knw what, hahax. then went pp got nth de lor! so stupid. then went pasir ris to make our ezlink. hahax both our picture is like -.- gay! hahax then aft tat meet wenqi. ha then went to tampinese. wenqi is like super lame de la! can not stand it! hahax i like doing the -.- face to pamelia. hahax then buy my shoes. find bag but then like all so -.- so walk walk le jiu go hm.

and ya, i really do miss you q): haiz why cnt things be the way i wan?):

played the web cam with daphne. funny(:

every time i drop my phone, the hard plastic will 'break into half' fuck nw my phone have darm lots of marks. hate it):

so today daphne and joey came my house. ha meet joey at bedok inter(: then buy all the things go my house meet daphne ok then found out there's no egg. so they wanted to borrow egg from the neighbours. ha so bring the chair all that. ha then joey wan go back to the house put her phone then cos the plants like block the way so she used the swimming pool way using the ladder. then she fall but still grabing the ladder her verjj like hit the thing lor:x and her leg. i laugh like mad then she say very pain and daphne say i very bad but rally very funny ma. ha then went the petrol station in the end to buy the egg-.- then come home back the cookies super gay. ha then aft make potatoe balls. surpose the mash the thing then they say blend blend blend then i say ok. i the end like mash potatoe like dat *not mashed water potatoe-.- . ha then ended up it tasted like shit. really. hahax. then my father go close the door of the kitchen and cos we also like frying the potatoe balls and baking cookies at the same time the daphne wan to go infront then she walked in to the door-.- stupid right and she like make the cookies tray bend-.- like very serioous lor? into half? hahax then they went to swim. pushed daphne dwn then joey still there laugh laugh dun knw she will be nxt to be pushed dwn. ha then they keep throwing the balls at me. stupid la right. ha. then aft tat went to buy eat de went hm then joey went hm sent daphne at her house there go church then went glare buy the cake. the person darm shit la went hm the box like i think write expire le! hâ super angry la! %#!^&*# tmr i wan call back comlain! hahax
anw today we keep @r#n$i^g ppl. hahax

and thanks joey and daphne for celebrating my bday with me. and ppl who sent me massages and comments(: love all of you!(:<3s

training today ok? ha keep capping but is gu yi de:x hahax then help coach with his stuff then cab hm with huiying. then bath to joey's parents shop. did reborning again. omg my hair is like @&*$#^@# i tell you.ha then eat go hm(: and i cut my fringe(: ha i look like coconut-.- ha anw the reborning is good la(:

all i wan this birthday is you):

so today went to com center cos my phone got problem. the go there found out is actyally nvr update the thing-.- haha. then aft ti cni(spell) to watch bolt. so boring was like msg joey the whole time. aft that went apple buy the cover then eat,mrt hm(:

and i think you are angry with me):

and my iphone has a problem now):

FINALLY BUY MY PHONE LE.
hahax sisters and my brother and i got iphone(: haha and my mother bought her dun knw what phone but the cam is good la(: ha. omgzzz and ya ppl, i using back my old number the 9228.... one.

why i hate canoeing now
1)my boat is not moving fast/picking up fast
2)coach always stresses me
3)mayb last time cos coach say abt big things,L.D,yogs and stuff, making me motivated and now not at all.
4)everytime anyt happens,parner will blame me. mayb its my fault idk.
5)my power for my strokes and getting from ok to bad.
6)every training i fell like slacking
7)maybe i just sick and tired of that sport?!
8)i cant perform well in it, unlike dargon boat
9)balance is ok in k1 but when k2 idk, omg.
10)distracted easily.
and joey ang thinks so too. going to list the reasons too right?!

haha. i am begining to hate canoeing. omg. seriously): how now?
and anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYING(:

training today. ok sucks cos my performance wasnt good): ha. then aft k2 with sonya. like omgzzz aft so long. hahax we did like only 4 km? cos we play play play singsingsing. hahax. then com. meeting. joey and meiyee help take (:'s number. ha but her phone like not even mobile! ha. then tamp,home to bake -'s present(: with daphne(: hahax. daphne is a gay she like sitting beside me(: ha. and i cnt push her into the pool. when i push her she will like mange to escape.-.- gay ass.

backkkkkk...hahax andrea's house meet her at b.inter then to her house there de macs(: ha then go find jasmine she was like painting her room.hahax. orange? then to andrea's house.saw her baby brother. cute leis(: then watched prom night. kindof scary. then to beach with her,father,mother,uncle,aunty,cousin,sis . super ps:x then go 7-11 to buy hotdog cos tmr they got picnic. but i cant go cos go training): ha. then buy subway for my sister and I AM BROKE): hahax then her mother bring me hm(:

training tmr, hope 4.3 can run with ashley and sherie again(: cos super shiok(:

decided to buy a desttop, hpw2228h. cos nxt time i go poly i can get a laptop then my mother have to buy again.:) but the thing is that the pc is so big then my table the space left so little): ha and i had like trouble down loading msn. but den now ok le.omg. yeah andrea's house ltr.(:

something is wrong): i hate this part is nice.

1. who is the person who tagged you this quiz?
joey ang zhu er?!

2. what kind of life do you lead?
stupid and mad(:

3. have you ever wanted to leave this world?
ya, die:x

4. if you could do anything impossible,what would it be?
be part of the YOG team(:

5. what do you hate more. living or existing?
idk!

6. name 9 people you know
1.joey
2.daphne
3.sherie
4.pamelia
5.huiyan(:
6.sonya
7.andrea
8.jasmine
9.feimin

7. how are you related to 5?
she's my breast

8. are 3 and 4 best friends?
funny people good frens?!

9. does 1 like eating ice cream?
dun knw!

10. how would you feel if 6 and 9 got together?
get a shock

11. what time does 2 usually sleep?
12?!

12. describe 8.
the girl that freaks out easyily

13. what would you do to 7 if she/he was alone with you one night.
MSG HER

14. what do 1 and 3 like to do together?
TALK?

15. what is 4's favourite colour?
dark colours(:

16. do you want to get together with 2?
no. omg but sometimes i act one Paya Leyba(spell) withe le.hahax

17. what do you know about 6?
the girl that pushes me to my limits!

18.what do you feel like doing now?
telling .. i like her(:

19. did you enjoy the quiz?
no cos joey ang tag me to do this! ass!(:

so today did warm up,then 4.3 run. hahax with sherie,ashley=shiok(: nxt time run tgth again! k? ha.we came in 4/3/2th last? super funny. did paisheng today, amc16(: funny. k4 ppl dun knw how to save ppl de! ha.then aft tat played k4 with joey,belinda and ashley. we all sat at the wrong position! :x ha then aft tat to tampinese eat like cows with daphne. ok we ate chicken rice the i eat soba fish she eat her fish soap and then she drink milo i eat jelly. coolness shimei and joey laugh at us): ha. then aft tat to my house then i send them out. and ppl i think i am mad le every think of .. until siao):

my sister showed me a cool video(: must watch(:

idc anymore. fuck life): this few days it has been teary): some friends cant be relied on):
andandand i still like you(:

haha today training. super funny. 4.3 run daphne fell;) hah. darm gay. ha so walk and jog a little back. ha water was ok la. did 1000m. il...):

i really feel like chopping off my legs now and tell coach,'hey coach,look, i have no legs i cant run'. coolness man. but i think he will diao me.

hy is fuuny.
i am going to burn for her a vialla and two mistress,
while she is going to burn for me a handphone,computer and alots of bungs.

a hy, you going to spend more money than me buying those things!(:

yesterday me sister came bk from hk(: ha
going for training like nw. ): die
o ya, joey anq and belinda chng played a nasty joke with me on sat! that bluf me say ... was there. so i sat a cab dwn and they say no la we bluf you one-.-