Strucked Me. Wa seh, ask me to get lost leh.

I alrd promise myself, I am going to study hard. So what if I sit there, thinking day and night about what wrong have I done? Would you change? No. Anw, okay cos my future is in my hands. And I knw sooner or later, they will give me what I want and I don't want to let them down. All the $$$$ invested on me, I am not going to let it go dwn the drain. Yeah, my goals in life. I so not believe in the word frens anymore. If you can, prove me wrong. Affected by them, her, you. Okay, maybe some of them. My mother ask me 'work' for that sports car! \m/ I am gonna be a good girl (: if they can, why can't I? Right. I am not going to put myself in misery and feel that my life is gonna end without you being my fren. If I am important, long ago I would have realize that you would be there. I don't know what's so hard to treat me nicely. After all you are just another come and go person. Sometimes I even wonder, have you ever treated me like a fren or treated me nicely for awhile longer before? Treat me like dirt, shit and like a nobody, I can give you a word, FOC, that I would wrap with a ribbon, heart-less. At least I Know I have a heart cos it's broken. Come on, I should be better then this. One day, you will see. I wouldn't be the person you once know. Rudeness can't be accepted.

Ashley ah, we shouldn't harm ourseleves and waste our lives away anymore!!!!! ): Dont follow me, wasted to much tears, time, energy and effort, in the end, this is what I get. One day, You would be forced to grow up and learn how to not be depend on someone too much, like me. People should use their brains before saying things that will hurt others. Right ah gn? Anw, cheer up( I knw this word wouldn't help) and meet up soon. Heart to heart k(: Dont disappoint me k?

But still, I might miss my friend(s). Still be there not here. Thinking twice before I act. Cos life's too short for any regrets. Don't you just agree with me? Do you think there is still a chance? HAHAHAHAH

*ps if gt any spelling mistakes. Going to slp nowwwww!! (2.30am) shitzxz