Long, but just read.

I really like my creation, DONY aka Daphne ong ning yuan. Hahahaha. Love the name (not the person) to the max! Ahahha okay jk. Hahahaha. Lurb lurb you also.  WTF, I knew it. Pls say I am smart. Nbcb girl, I told her we won't last. You wouldn't want to listen. We both know that it's gonna end someday, sooner or later. Duh right? It's like omg, the bond against rain and even the strongest waves, it's won't part, maybe this relationship was built to last. But later, we found out that we ain't meant to be. But as human beings, we often lie to ourself, we might put others before ourselves, not wanting to hurt them, but actually, we are the ones who are hurting the most deep down, suffering in silence.  Yeah, put the one you love the most before yourself. Isn't that what we always do? But now, we fall apart and we start to think back, we might not be able to let the other one go, this is too much of you to take it, we have committed too much in this, this is far too hard. But wait, no one said that it was an easy journey in the begining. what to do now. Just hope for time to stop for you, so that you won't be left behide. Everytime we think, we get an extra mark on our heart, everytime we try to feel again, it feels numb, everytime we talk, we talk abt the past that we can't let go.  Every time we try to love again, we rmb how we Once had a hard fall. And with all these we get hurt once again.  We put the blame to ourselves, fighting over whos fault isit, trying to make up to everyt, hoping we could heal all these wounds we have cAused to ourselves. So what if its not our fault? We still take the blame. Ppl ask us to get over each other, but actually, things are more easy said than done. Your frens get so pissed with all the emo shit you give them. You feel even worst, now, who can you turn to, to just leNd a pillar to leen on, to cry on, a listening ear to be there. Ppl might say you become another person. Ppl say time can heal everything, time can prove everything, just give yourself time. You think this is fucking not gonna be true. You won't be able to get over. But, sadly, it's true.  Why make yourself suffer? (bitch, i should have realise earlier) we GIVE UP our future, our money, our blood, our energy, our time, our heart, ourselves, our dreams, our friends, our family, just to make the other one feel better. 
Wa, the worst of all, is when you might need to face all this alone, the other one might not even give a fuck abt you. Trying to attract all the attention, just for the super-little-attention, the other might give to you, with that fucked up attitude. Love's always pleasant in the begining, all the awwww-so-sweet-flowery-words but in the end, it turns so ugly. Always like that.  Go on, blame the world for being unfair. Life's always unfair. Two words, FUCK LOVE. I might have more to say, but, forget it. Me and have changed, but we are still the same.   

Hahahahha omg, WTF I talk say. No time, no time, no time to give a fuck abt these lah hor you. Haha I just felt like saying these. Hahaha don't siao siao, I am serious manzxzz. Haha I am loving my-fat-self more than anyone. HHahah when we want the best of both worlds, we often end up with nthing. Don't you agree. Hahahaah now, feel how I feel, yours a lighter one, mine might be tripple. My ma-de bring me to go massage(spelled like that?) ahhaha yeapiiiiii. Hahahahaha bodyaching): cb, my phone Internet AGAIN): and the time): ZzZzzZzz  

Side note, baby PPP! Oi, angry ah? Hahahaha stupid bitch, I am gonna get her when I pass my test. Cos she bitch what. 2in1. Human and dog. Hahahaha