-neg. energy

3hrs of slp+crying+study+school till 10pm= super tired
OMG.
i swear to god i will nvr break dwn ever again. becos of the teacher judge me thing, i am rly v upset.like i am right here trying my best to change to be a better student,friend,sister and you right there thinking of what i did in the past. it's funny how things pass by my mind when ever i cry. like are you gonna be there now? omg, this can just make things worst. srly. it's like shitzxz, now what am i left with. the more i think the more i cant stop. i guess i wouldnt cry as much when my mother dies. stupid reasons. anw, thks sarah sulaiman for talking to me and cheering me up alt you always get me into trouble, or should i say i get you into trouble?
got said becos i was frowning, like hello? habit.
): i am not attention seeking.
tyvm for understand and love you nad, dont cry anymore also. pls?! ): hugs
gonna bath now.