Empty

Some times, I feel I got a brain of a donkey.
I rly want to just donate all my organs and die now.
Rly, why can't everyt be like last time.
I am rly v sad, distracted, confused now.
EOYs are soon to come and I know this time, I will not be able to do it.
No motivation, problems, thinking and not studying
hey, sorry. Am serious, I don't know what to say. It's like, I get too affected far too easily, like nobody's problem.
I rly need everyt to be in place so my fucked up mind can start to study. Do me a favour? Sigh, idk.
): shit. I try to do everything. Like some loser.
I have headache now and I still can't slp.
Why am I Esther? How I hope I just be someone else tomorrow when I wake up, so I wouldn't be like this.
Totally speechless
and I better stop eating when I am sad. Stupid fucking bad habit of mine.
W, sorry.