Secret

i really do hate you
but when you fell dwn
it makes me sad
cos you are hurt
idk

thanks alot for shouting at me
dont go back to your old self.
tyvm

pamelia sibei chio.
happy?

Daphne thanks alot
i am not escaping by laughing to myself
i am so stupid to just realise it

言う何を、私は信じる。
しかしすべての事実、
信じてもいい私はあなたを私の目の前にあるか。
私は実際に愛する。
can i really?

survived today's crazy training, with only 3 hours of slp and no breakfast:( , and off i go. run after row was crazy. run to near flyer there. super far. 3/4km? outer route there was longer then inner route. duh. okay. slack with Ashley. i was like annoying her with my ahma exercises moves and singing. 2 by 2 sprint back at the bridge made my heart feel weird/ pain? anw, good job everyone.
i got 3 different tan lines. one, my own skin(white?). two, green Jersey(light brown). three, red Jersey(super dark brown). like Adidas. really. haha
tired:(