ISSUES WITH MYSELF

edited
this is not a song-.-

i dont know why
always i look at the light at the side of the blah
i start smiling to myself
mayb i was just think
what did you said to yourself?

you hiding from me
i hiding from you
both hiding from each other
doing things that cant let each other know when caught
pretending actions take place(omg)
keeping things from me
faking stories ( you did, i didnt)
telling me you dont want to be what you use to be
as it wasnt serious ( now you are ah ?)
and its a sin ( whatever)
dont tell me you are the best
and the i am Innocent okay kind of shit
you are like 2 in 1
sadly to say
deep down i know you better than anyone
no one will believe, agree what i said
i know can already:)
hahahahhaha
you so malicious
oh no, how now?
faster go worry abt this

i dont learn from my mistakes
always telling yourself
yay, am not gonna do it again
but the next day,
you forget what you have told yourself
and let the same mistake repeat itself
hey!
you just lied to yourself
people are like that
and its their nature that cant be changed
i admit it myself

tyvm
you joined me
bitching like there's no tmwr
no one's perfect.
only me:)
hahah no jk.

character analysis
i am literature student okay!

i am not talking abt any one tho.
i was just thinking, reflecting <- sounds familiar daddy! haha
aiyo later ppl think i talking abt them, angry with me i= *sad sad
it's just myself
and mayb i might be referring to my imaginary friends:)
i have been editing this for like thousand times and now its 10.18pm -.-

mayb you might be thinking its you(its not)
or mayb you find this useful for yourself
who knows?

anyone with problems:
no one can help you
only, you can help yourself

thanks for looking at my post
now i need chocolates :(
going to swim now(10.35)
complain complain, talking to myself * noisy
madness
BAI.