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mrs siva is cute but she cant teach:(

beach learning is cool.

eliana still think-speak-act the same. love you for always being there for me, making me laugh although its lame at times.

a angry and sad person eat alot eh? what do you thing a subway club sandwich and a subway club wrap.

i tried really hard only to realise how weak i actually am. broke down during homecons. thanks katzrin for listening to me, telling me to cheer up and not to think about it.

suntec-ed.

ashley is so funny.

joey is retarted.

phone

dont let me think of jolene i am so scared.

patpat, all your fault!

sorry, i think i expected too much from you. really hate myself.

i am feeling so unwell. or rather i am having a temperature now

what to add on to it, my old injury came back again. and its fucking painful.

lately, nice people have been coming up to me, telling me things that i shouldnt hear.can you stop bitching about me infront of everyone or rather me, maybe i am not a good/perfect friend to have, but you need not do that right? everyone is just bias, taking sides, need not say, everyone will side you. cause i am bad, not treating everyone nicely. i have never ever bitch about you to anyone, maybe only saying why we fight. just cause of a small reason.that i am really disapointed in you for the way you treated me. you are just so, too over protective of yourself. even if you want to bitch about me, the least you can do is not let me see. you know how it feels? if you dont then dont act like that, you use to tell me not to say mean things that will hurt people's feelings but, what are you doing now? you know how does that hurt me? everyone thinks you are nice, ok fine, i agree, but to me, even when we never fight. you forsaked me for others, come to me when there's no one. what do you think you are trying to do? how many times did i break down cause of this? how many times? and i have to go to school everyday, hoping not to see you as it will just remind me how you use to treat me or rather hurt me. and you like to change storys about your girl friend eh? telling me this but telling others another thing. i heared three versions already. how cool.the first impression you gave me was, nice, funny, caring. please dont let me change that view that i use to have for you. please bear in mind that everyone has a level of tolerance, once gotten too much over it, it might just explode. you are so scary, i am so scared of you, i just cant expect that you are this kind of peron too scary and too cunning. one day, maybe one day everyone will know how i feel. and please dont treat your new friends like the way you treated me and others(you should know) you hurted too many people, and i think you dont wish that every one will hate you, dont you?

-word of advise, pick your friends carefully, although its bad to be like that. a lesson learned.

just a cut too deep to be patched........