To Reach Out In Time

Promises are meant to be broken, ain't they?
Soon you get to understand

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Shit, I find myself just filling my time,
With anything to keep the thought out from my mind,
I'm doing fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up
Stuck here

she planned long ago
wait till next month comes
omg, so dead
sigh, too bad, so sad
i believe in karma,
haha not
i will get mine also.

No one want to run with me ):

Church attactment few months= boring. boy call me devil ): i am v holy okay.

i had 4 dreams in a day.

i slp 4 times yeaterday
i know it sounds retarted

you wouldnt if i didnt
nope wrong
even if i did, you wouldnt
reapeat, repeating, repeated
tell me you'r alright somewhere

zxzxzxzxz

I gain 4kg this 2 weeks
Hate this whole week
Sucks like anyt ):

I am not normal
becos i can actually understand
with a little bit of difficulties
but i still manage to read it.

Take One Step- Backwards

Today i help my mother pull weeds out of the soil.
Now my hand v itchy
Sigh.
):

zzZzZZzZ

Walked round and round, super far, super long, just to find what i wanted to get. InTheEnd, i bought the same thing as someone else plus. fuck man, srly. after training super tired still went to get it. someone could have just gone pp to get it.cheaper some more. talk abt training another day plus pictures. omg, PICTURES.

Hi joey, you are one fucked up irritating kid :)
Dont go too far.
Becos i might just go up to you and slap your face:)
today was 99%.
I wanted to not care abt what happen alrdy, i talked to you back again in the morning
but you just piss me time and time again
wow, nice one.

OMG

My life = screwed to the max.
How to Study like that.
My mother is getting real irritating.
China just went missing again.
I feel like going into jail.
You could get kicked out of the house if you are a L.
Thats want they said.
I fear for my safety.
Maybe not, cos i am as straight as the lamp post.

EAT LESS, STUDY MORE, LEARN MORE.
Lifestyle of a pig.

Sian 1/2
teachers are just f up.

I H8 CCA

Where did you go?
Where are you now?
Sorry, where were you?

I used to know.

See through

I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know

Disaster

C didnt wear bra for today's PE. we all think she likes her breast to swing wildly. f gross. she tried to get me into trouble, but sadly failed :( becos she knows we are talking abt her, then not happy. anw, is Trina who was the one who told me to look, i am not prevert

whole day was like bullying shitty(siti) actual everyday.
you know, its sucks to be her, becos she is like always being bullyed.
Home econs. Pork stories and like never ending.tricked over and over again. how smart. laughed till i tot my lips were tearing.
we are all happy when siti get into trouble.
shitty is a sinner. that day i eat ham in class, she cant eat and guess what she do? fan the smell to her side. she was tempted to try becos everyday beside her, i will tell her the goodness abt pork. one day after she die she can finally eat pork becos heaven= paradise=pork very nice= can eat in paradise
SHITTY AH SHITTY.

Flu ):

Come On Lah.

who was the one who go for runs when she is sad.
who who who?
run run run, ltr get bang.
A leader needs to have a mind of her own
and not copy others.
ODAC die liaozxz
if i could
i would want to slap your face:)
mayb one day
you would make me do it in front of everyone
so dont make me irritated
one thing and you are gone
seriously
sorry if i sound like i am acting big
but i have enough of you
its just i dont say a word
treat ashley the way you treat me?
you see what you get:)
not only i will give you
but wow she is one scary thing
*A. ahahahha you are scary wat rit,
dont be angry at what i say:)

get this into your monkey head.

YOU ALWAYS COPY ME.
I GOOD ROLE MODEL IS IT?
OR YOU LIKE ME
FUCK

you can be nice and caring at times tho.

Tuesday faster come
i am going to spend the money i save for somth for another thing
baby Seah say 2 more days to let ppl see me more ahlian
but who cares
i think i will bite the person.
mi ish ahlianzx nehx.

you sit at the coffee shop and someone ask
why you sit here
what would you say?
treat others the way you want them to treat you
understand donkey?

The Difference.

what to do?
Life's about looking at the bright side.
All of the acts have finally gotten something.
I sound like i want it badly
But i am fine with anyt
Now i am free to, misbehave.

So ps
A.
i am childish, useless and immature
further more, too emotional.
Cant help it
:(
and
Please dont let her over power you
Becos if she does
I swear i will go up to her and (@&*(^! her

You better watch your actions.
Your frens are leaving once again
One by One

:(

Werid werid feeling :(

Tired

OBS check up today= like shit
went there alone :(
waited for like 2 and a half hrs
despite having appointment and going there later
sick ppl walking in and out
= me feeling sick at the end of the day
i swear i was v angry
doctor say i very polite plus good girl!

i must run at least 4 times a week
idk
if i could add gym into, it would be better
i have decided to run early and study ltr
becos sotong and baby(?) says i run v late at night
stupid sotong say i will see ghost one day
today i ate vv full before i run
= i nearly vomited+ i got v bad stitch(?)
i need to run on slopes= challenging <-siao
oh no, i can sense that some one is gonna copy me. how how how?!

i must get into less troubles in school lah, i vv sad:(
why must i be so playful :(
so disappointing to myself + teachers :(

you didnt say the truth :(
but its okay
becos its no longer important
sigh

Baby and chio bu

that one was funny
i think my head is f up.
i like to see ppl suffer like what b said.
no good

little kids at church today=teach them=i am failure

i have a addiction of buying iphone skin.
die, i change 4times alrdy
and i want to change again

i would like to want to try to have to die die must -continues-
:(
miss ....... eljw

Crazy

Some things in life they just don't wanna see.
Time
End result would be the one desired
I hope
One word and straight away right beside
Not the same to
You know I really do hate to say what and what next
Becos impossible was always something

Together.

Sian of your fake star star.
Cos my Chinese is better than yours and i bet you dont know what is fss.
To do list is stacking up. i hope that i wouldn't do anyt becos of anger or emo elmo.
Gonna die tmwr, Home.E not done. what should i tell the teacher.
Height and weight. dead-ed
I think MJ is cool, alt he look like a freak. okay, sorry, dont find me.

Sweet Flowery Words

SOMETIMES
i dont feel like myself
i hate to ... ... tgth ... ...
i feel like slapping ... face
i hope you can ..... .. like how ... .... her
i wished i can tell myself to stop looking at stuff
i long for ... to be .... ..
i think y.. c.. treat .. b.....
i h8 waiting to be replied

somet, i hope i can stop thinking.
issues with myself.

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1,2,3 all so irritating right right Ashley?! wl, you also! haha view my blog nvr tag. not only 3, now become 4, but this one you don't know, actually long ago (&#*&^#*@) happy and the nxt moment like what? kns, must repeat after me, KNS. okay

sorry, midnight hyperness. i am going to slp on siti tmwr and i want to be a good girl also! :) study!i am going to share my white choco with her tmwr. :)pls be happy shitty(siti) i just send J my odac reflections!:) i write one and a half page long of T.N.W 12. i think i got too much to share. hahahha night night. peace manzxzxzxz

i think i am too used to seeing those things that it has become numb. oh no:(