See through

I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know

Disaster

C didnt wear bra for today's PE. we all think she likes her breast to swing wildly. f gross. she tried to get me into trouble, but sadly failed :( becos she knows we are talking abt her, then not happy. anw, is Trina who was the one who told me to look, i am not prevert

whole day was like bullying shitty(siti) actual everyday.
you know, its sucks to be her, becos she is like always being bullyed.
Home econs. Pork stories and like never ending.tricked over and over again. how smart. laughed till i tot my lips were tearing.
we are all happy when siti get into trouble.
shitty is a sinner. that day i eat ham in class, she cant eat and guess what she do? fan the smell to her side. she was tempted to try becos everyday beside her, i will tell her the goodness abt pork. one day after she die she can finally eat pork becos heaven= paradise=pork very nice= can eat in paradise
SHITTY AH SHITTY.

Flu ):

Come On Lah.

who was the one who go for runs when she is sad.
who who who?
run run run, ltr get bang.
A leader needs to have a mind of her own
and not copy others.
ODAC die liaozxz
if i could
i would want to slap your face:)
mayb one day
you would make me do it in front of everyone
so dont make me irritated
one thing and you are gone
seriously
sorry if i sound like i am acting big
but i have enough of you
its just i dont say a word
treat ashley the way you treat me?
you see what you get:)
not only i will give you
but wow she is one scary thing
*A. ahahahha you are scary wat rit,
dont be angry at what i say:)

get this into your monkey head.

YOU ALWAYS COPY ME.
I GOOD ROLE MODEL IS IT?
OR YOU LIKE ME
FUCK

you can be nice and caring at times tho.

Tuesday faster come
i am going to spend the money i save for somth for another thing
baby Seah say 2 more days to let ppl see me more ahlian
but who cares
i think i will bite the person.
mi ish ahlianzx nehx.

you sit at the coffee shop and someone ask
why you sit here
what would you say?
treat others the way you want them to treat you
understand donkey?

The Difference.

what to do?
Life's about looking at the bright side.
All of the acts have finally gotten something.
I sound like i want it badly
But i am fine with anyt
Now i am free to, misbehave.

So ps
A.
i am childish, useless and immature
further more, too emotional.
Cant help it
:(
and
Please dont let her over power you
Becos if she does
I swear i will go up to her and (@&*(^! her

You better watch your actions.
Your frens are leaving once again
One by One

:(

Werid werid feeling :(

Tired

OBS check up today= like shit
went there alone :(
waited for like 2 and a half hrs
despite having appointment and going there later
sick ppl walking in and out
= me feeling sick at the end of the day
i swear i was v angry
doctor say i very polite plus good girl!

i must run at least 4 times a week
idk
if i could add gym into, it would be better
i have decided to run early and study ltr
becos sotong and baby(?) says i run v late at night
stupid sotong say i will see ghost one day
today i ate vv full before i run
= i nearly vomited+ i got v bad stitch(?)
i need to run on slopes= challenging <-siao
oh no, i can sense that some one is gonna copy me. how how how?!

i must get into less troubles in school lah, i vv sad:(
why must i be so playful :(
so disappointing to myself + teachers :(

you didnt say the truth :(
but its okay
becos its no longer important
sigh

Baby and chio bu

that one was funny
i think my head is f up.
i like to see ppl suffer like what b said.
no good

little kids at church today=teach them=i am failure

i have a addiction of buying iphone skin.
die, i change 4times alrdy
and i want to change again

i would like to want to try to have to die die must -continues-
:(
miss ....... eljw

Crazy

Some things in life they just don't wanna see.
Time
End result would be the one desired
I hope
One word and straight away right beside
Not the same to
You know I really do hate to say what and what next
Becos impossible was always something

Together.

Sian of your fake star star.
Cos my Chinese is better than yours and i bet you dont know what is fss.
To do list is stacking up. i hope that i wouldn't do anyt becos of anger or emo elmo.
Gonna die tmwr, Home.E not done. what should i tell the teacher.
Height and weight. dead-ed
I think MJ is cool, alt he look like a freak. okay, sorry, dont find me.

Sweet Flowery Words

SOMETIMES
i dont feel like myself
i hate to ... ... tgth ... ...
i feel like slapping ... face
i hope you can ..... .. like how ... .... her
i wished i can tell myself to stop looking at stuff
i long for ... to be .... ..
i think y.. c.. treat .. b.....
i h8 waiting to be replied

somet, i hope i can stop thinking.
issues with myself.

....

1,2,3 all so irritating right right Ashley?! wl, you also! haha view my blog nvr tag. not only 3, now become 4, but this one you don't know, actually long ago (&#*&^#*@) happy and the nxt moment like what? kns, must repeat after me, KNS. okay

sorry, midnight hyperness. i am going to slp on siti tmwr and i want to be a good girl also! :) study!i am going to share my white choco with her tmwr. :)pls be happy shitty(siti) i just send J my odac reflections!:) i write one and a half page long of T.N.W 12. i think i got too much to share. hahahha night night. peace manzxzxzxz

i think i am too used to seeing those things that it has become numb. oh no:(

Shopping

fuck you daphne, seriously! thanks for putting my face on yor blog. i look like some bird. go eat shit lah you. cb punani hair girl! hahha okay, jk.

:) i am v happy today:) okay, i love my mother, shall blog abt it tmwr.

daphne GO AND DIE.

WL!

This is for daphne ong,she ask me to post, my hair sucks to the core. problematic like hell. why my nose so big:( ignore what i am wear, i want to zZzzZ alrdy and pls cancel out my retarded face, it sucks, yes i know. cock eyes. my hair is vv short now:( like 6 cm shorter? hate the man to the maxzxz. shouldnt have listen to an-new. haha okay jk luh. me=coconut. night night

I Tell You...

Pamelia bring sweet tmwr! :) worms and grape sweet. me happy happy. dont be angry anym! (L)
Sad, everyt i get scolded in class when i nvr talk:(
Nxt thursday, weight/height taking. dead
Reflections tmwr=die, i hope my tongue dont trip the words.
Tmwr is hair day, what should i have.
Number one back in action. fgpfacbnb should just kill herself
China bitch tmwr.

Bird Brain

China bitch.

My face look so )*^!@*^&@ in the odac picture, and further more, its in the blog. my cock eyes just didnt make things better. class photos are like bengster-look-alike :(

Cos i am smart like that:)

RE- formating/arranging/packing

Its scary when teachers talk to you abt what you gonna do with you results, abt no going to sec4 nxt year, how to balance cca with school and stuff. i rly hate it! but i am going to put everyt aside now and start to study becos, i dont want to let them down, cos i know they are concern and worried for me. i feel vv bad having the heck-care attitude. but everyt i want to study my phone/bed/computer/food will call my name and at the first place,i dont know how to start studying. isit read the textbk? shit, i am so dead. i knw you vv smart, okay teach me how to:(

ms tan ask me why am i in my slipper after her lesson and i told her i have been in it since bio and she scolded me saying that i came to school in shoes and that it isnt a good reason becos my reason for being in it was, the weather very hot :( what lah, correct right?

passed by D. class: daphne sorry but, i dont know why your hair rly look like pussy hair today. seriously! punani!

History

Honeybunny thanks x1000 for the choco!:)
psxh you suck, laugh till stomach pain:(
siti sorry scolded tgth cos we talk:(

Time and time again. i rly want to cut through. whats the diff when you said if its tgth and not, cos there is no difference,cos its the same, dont tell me becos you want to be a good example to me.(wtf) cos, you are not. and i know, soon enough, history's gonna repeat itself, a nvr changing self. pls act smart whenever you want to keep me in the dark, doesnt work,AT ALL. who is the (:,-,.,j pity them:( some words are just too hard to be said face to face yknow?CB, i feel like bitching now.are you free?

forward stuff to her- daphne says, omg, totally like throwing @^%#$*& to her sia! and i agree:)
and shit! i haven do finsh my hell-lot-of holiday hw:(= DC here i come/ whatever shit the teacher is gonna to do to me.. i should get less affected by all this. TMD
yesterday i blogged again on the odac blog. okay, i seriously hate ppl who copy me.

Quality Not Quantity

Proud of today. c div, 10 men grp A-1st,grp B-3. rly very happy with the grp B one, cos i nvr expect them to get! 20 men, 1st! B div, 10/20 all first:)
Champ for both div. b div was good, we only had 8 ppl, had to sub in all the c div but we still did well:) so proud of the results! love all of you for not giving up and i guess this would be my last db competition!:(

me=trouble maker=irriating
sorry luh.

you,why are you filled with heart-sinking words? i am rly disappointed in you, nxt time dont come to me when you need help, cos i cause unhappiness when i am trying/tried to help you. so dont come to me nxt time

I Am Sorry :(

Okay, actually i dont want to blog anym, but the pictures(my face like shit) i just took with my sister and daphne ong's (L) msg just made me so, feel-like-blogging!

okay luh, still lurb you alt you always make me so sad despite me treating you so nice and say i ugly! :(

Like what you say, rubbish+rubbish=love

tay ping=milk tea=the sex

okay the msg i find funny, but if you dont, too bad!
and the love money=my dog not $$$
anw, her name in my phone is, daphne the pretty<3>

further more, no more motivation msg b4 race:(

shitzxz, me=less-dependent better, but... nvm...